my computer is scaring the shit out of me. all of a sudden, my usually-helpful FTP program is refusing to load basic files, stating that there isn't room. worse, it's erasing the files -- there are two that just aren't there anymore. i'm trying not to panic but it's hard when pages just disappear. the html pages still exist; they're even present in the first stage of the FTP process. christ, sometimes i hate the internet.

my grandparents are here. it's time for shabbes. i guess i'll have to store the worry and get back to it later.

briefly: had my last real day w/ wifp. said goodbyes to all involved. then saw ghost world w/ dyannah and ilana. good on many levels which i guess i'll address later.