things we said today

anxiety dreams the past few nights. in them, i throw books at people's heads, curl into a ball on the floor and sob. people turn away from me. i wake up sorethroated and thirsty.

it must be related to returning to college. i'm about to return to college for the last time. well, actually, i suppose there's returning from spring break too. perhaps i should instruct my subconscious not to be so melodramatic.

still, over and over again, i find myself telling people it's almost over. cuz it is.

at times like these, i like johnny cash.